I’ve had the flu for 3 days. I’m behind on like everything now. I hate this ice, I hate this snow. A week ago I was miss positive about everything. And now I don’t know. Getting a zero on a small point assignment shook me up. She gives you a zero if you have one error, I can’t find one stinkin’ error. My confidence is like destroyed. I feel fat, I can’t breathe, my family is in messy situations right now.
I’m gonna get up and go to the career fair tomorrow, look professional and smile. I’m going to go to my internship and lead adolescents to move forward in life. I’m going to hope for spring weather and flowers, I’m going to wave my best research paper of 2013 certificate around my face until I remember who I am. I’m going to do my homework. I’m going to my meetings. I’m going to the retail job I dislike. I’m so tired I can feel it in my bones. But I’m going to. Because I have to push, and push, and push…but I’m going to get there.
Internship, work, school, volunteering, meetings.
My college keeps saying we ‘bleed blue’, literally it’s so cold we’re frostbitten blue.
-4 yesterday, -29 windchill
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